how long we are separated?

Haiiii, wow for soo long time we're separated! I never think , that we are already 1 and almost 2 years separated in different school. Exept me and Ilfa. But in first year in 34 we are placed in different class and, i can say that it's far enough, because she was in ten one, while i was in ten six,Yeah, her class is the place where best student and most most mostt student who only suitable in that class. Ok, by the way, i'm sooo sorry, haven't see this blog yet, since the last post i wrote in this blog. Hm, i wish that four of us still remember with the account of this blog, haha. I still communicate with ilfa, of course we're in one school haha. Rakhmi also, we meet each othe when holiday comes, yeah you know she is soo busy bee right now! but i support her for everything that she liked and everything which are good for her! I really want to see my friend and also me can be what we dreamed and what we really wish to be. That's why i like to keep us in touch.But, i honestly want to say that i am soo rarely contact with Luthfi, But as far as i know, she was better in music! and i looove it so much. But i don't know more about her. I also haven't met her yet since bukber of nine one at Mc Donalds last year. But I hope i can meet her again someday in the right time with another personils of Four Freak Girls! Yeah when we already turn into someone that our self, our parent and all of us want to be. And how about ilfa?! Yeah we're in one school in SMA Negeri 34 jakarta. And we're classmates again looh in this year. We were 11 IPA 2. Wow, she was amazing, she still be a girl with smart,with a sack of silly jokes, comedian and easily entertained all members of spada(spesies ipa dua) haha.
She still be a girl who like to make everyone laugh, and so cheerfull. And one more, she stiil with her typical, what is it? Yes, her way so state or say something, veery straightforwardly. And about me? haha, i don't know why, but i don't like to share about myself. I don't like to describe myself. I just feel like i was really confuse in this time to decide where i have to go for next next next yeah. I feel like i just lost my map. I am so scared, sooo scared, really really scared that i cannot reach the place that i want to stay. Why??? i hate when i feel this feeling. Ya Allah, teman temann butuh banget nasihat dan support support yang menggelegar dan menyegarkan kehausan akan semangat ini...
Gue baru aja baca postingan postingan nya di blog Rakhmi, she said that she starts to become scared to dream. Why? How come? we said together in long time ago, that we never stop to dream, because with dream, it will lead us what we want to go, and what we will do to get our goals.Yaaa, intinya, gue berharap kelak masa depan kita bisa menjadi seorang wanita yang sholehah, cerdas,sukses dunia dan akhirat dan sabar dalam menjalani hidup di dunia ini. Semoga kita selalu di beri kemudahan, tuntunan selalu di jalan yang lurus dan tidak dibebani sesuatu yang diluar batas kemampuan kita, yaaa teman temaan, amin ya rabbal alamin. Semangat yaaaa FFG! hehe kalo ada yang tau rekomendasi tentang perkuliahan jangan lupain teman lama seperjuangan yaa.. makasi teman buat semuanyaa.

atika.